I'm very afraid

[[Buddie]]

im sorry for being such a cowerd but i'm afraid that ill never feel normal again.

i started with klonopin and sertraline (in my signature) becuase  i felt a bad anxiety ocd panic attack and DP for a several months
tried to treat it naturally couldnt make it so i went to see a psychatrist.
i felt a little better since then then i stopped with the clonex and i was told that i stopped to quickly.
it has been a week and a four days since i withdrawaled and i still feel DP and depression and running thoughts and i get night sweats every night.
im afraid i will never be back to normal life, my doctor want to increase my sertaline dosage to 150 because he said the conex withdrawal shouldnt last over a week from what i read in the forum i see people struggling for months and years i admire you.!! i dont know how you are so strong.
i'm only 22 and i need to go to university and starting studying to get a proffesion i cant get out of my house like that i'm not talking about studying. and wherever i look i see posts of ppl suffering from DP years and have no cure what do you suggest my life was so good before!

tips for the everyday struggle, the songs that help me survive this:
im sure it can help you a little too.

i wont back down
www.youtube.com/watch?v=YICLgFnCntU

shake it out
www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbN0nX61rIs

"its hard to dance with the devil on your back so shake him offf!!"

[[Buddie]]

Sorry to hear [...]. It is extremely difficult and wish we had an easy fast way out. 

[[Buddie]]

After being on sertraline for over 6 months, I cold turkeyed without notifying my doctor *NOTE* Never do anything like this, I was stupid for doing so and am lucky it worked*NOTE*

I was in such anxiety which fueled terrible pains and aches along with insomnia. What kept me going was noticing that even with all this pain, I was starting to become my old self again.

Don't be afraid, we're all gonna make it