Getting pissed off, this w/d makes no sense

Ate some sushi yesterday (no soy sauce) just plain. It set me off for about an hour but then I felt great last night from getting the calories and nutrients. Dp/dr lifted a decent amount. Way less twitching. Then went to sleep and just popped up with palps. A good hard heartbeat for a few mins. And mild right jaw pain. 2 things that havent happened in a couple months while I was eating literally the same thing each day. But I still feel better in other ways. I really hate waking up to my heart pounding.

Withdrawal sucks and makes no sense. That's why it's hard for anyone to believe what is going on. I don't believe it either