I am on it as well and if it is done properly, then it should actually make things better. My question for you is your dosing schedule. You said 2x per month so i assume you get an injection from your doctor every two weeks. You should really research that schedule and get your doctor to do AT LEAST every week or let you self-inject. (I am the biggest wimp with needles and I was able to do it myself) It is widely accepted that injections every 2 weeks will make most men absolutely miserable. You feel good for a few days as it peaks, and then the 2nd week feel like crap. Also, that large of an injection usually causes rapid conversion to Estradiol which can also make you feel miserable. Not sure if that pertains to you, but if you feel like you are having these good days and then fall apart, see how they coincide with your T dosing and i encourage you to try more frequent dosing. And if you are in the US, don't let them tell you you can't self-administer!!