I so appreciate this thread. all the lipo I had and a tummy tuck wou would never know that i had it now lol. I was so sick and drunk while on benzos I look back at the pics of me and I am shocked at how bad I looked. the weight gain and bloating. I was always so active and fit until this poison. now I have gained more weight bloated from elevated stress hormones, and inactivity from being so sick, and eating is my only pleasure for now to get thru this horrible thing. my hair is dry eyes sunk in head, skin looks a hundred yrs old, muscle wasting and weakness my arms jiggle like jelly
I don't know if my eyes are stable are not, I have flucuations in my vision, so days are good some are bad. I am lucky I am not blind. 15 yrs ago I had RK to correct nearsightedness, then 3 yrs ago I had lasik which did not correct my vision, in glasses for 2 yrs vision [...] messed up, then 1 yr ago finally had cataract surgery which corrected my vision alot with lens implants, going to eye doctor in 2 wks for a checkup. may have to have glasses.
I can't exercise. I am so exhausted that I am just trying to rest and get thru this. I am hoping that as I heal, my energy will pick up and I will be able to resume activity again. it has been so painful to realize what has happened to my body it hurts