I imagine akathesia feels this way, I had it my last time around. It's hard to handle but it feels like you're going to just lose it, body feels so restless and irritated and tight. I also get nerve pain in my hands and arms, I never know if it's from benzos or not but it is the worst feeling. For those with nerve pain, where has yours been? Does it feel very uncomfortable? I never feel like it's withdrawl. Just typical post from me. Alot of people go vegan and do all kinds of things to heal the gut and im just so tired and restless I can't really manage to think anymore about diet. I just avoid processed food as much as possible. Back still hurts down low where those balls in the lower back are, it's so frustrating and exhausting to handle pain while feeling so uneasy all the time. I workout and after my muscles are so tight is like I have barbed wire in them. I'm ranting, I'm anxious and I'm tired. Feel lost.