Anyone experiencing this pattern in symptoms?

17 to 18 months Here, while the cortisol shocks don't happen anymore, but I wake up already troubled, being bothered with some anxiety(és), anxious feelings and etc,, slight claustrophobia, slight paranoia and rumination that leads you to a certain derrealization, not the surrounding kind of DR, just because of the detachment from the present leaded from ocd toughts thiking and feelings like being an spectator because such thoughts in addition to ruminating they are not a simple rumination as It leaves you as a spectator of your suffering..., this goes from 10 AM to 4 PM, THEN all of a sudden most of this particular symptom goes away, I feel in the present, not that I'm 100% how would I be? but it's a remarkable relief, can anyone relate to that Pattern, ?  Stay strong everyone