The ER I visited was in Madison, WI. Your profile says you are in Chicago that's why I mentioned it. I also found a Benzo-wise psychiatrist in Madison, WI at a counseling center there.
It's not all in your head, other short term users had significant WD issues. Siggy is one that only took about 15 pills and had at least a 7 or 8 month WD.
Reinstating, IMO is like pouring gasoline on a fire that you want to put out, especially at 2 months off. I'd stay the course.
