I wish I had the energy to exercise regularly. I am just too tired. I went back to the gym in August 2021 and, if I had kept going, I would be in decent shape right now, but I quit after a month because of my insomnia.
I started having insomnia at the end of April 2021, when I started to build up tolerance to Xanax. It stopped working for me to help me sleep. I started my taper and my sleep got horrible. Very bad, for several months. I got 0 to 3 hours a night for 3 straight months. I got my first 8-hour night in August 2021 and began to have several 4-to-6-hour nights even while I was still tapering. I jumped on 10-28-2021 and my sleep seemed to be getting better gradually. From January to the end of February, I averaged 5 hours a night. This last 2 weeks, in March of 2022, I have had several 0-to-3-hour nights, so I am having a setback. From all I have read, it is typical to have a pattern like mine. Back and forth, up and down until your sleep finally stabilizes as it, apparently, has for many people on here.
Hang in there! Me too!
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