Thanks for this! I have been dry-cutting with a scale. Each 1/2 mg pill weighs .050 gm. so I began tapering by cutting .001 off of the pills for each cut, x 4 pills per day. At this rate, it took me 9 months to get where I am. So I am now at .032 grams in weight of a pill, (4x a day) knowing that to be down to a 1mg per day dose I would have to be taking .025 4x a day. The lowest I have been able to go was .029 and then got really sick. Literally didn't know if it was a stomach virus or withdrawal since other people I know had similar symptoms and they are not withdrawing from anything! As a result, though, I re-upped my dose slightly up to .032 to see if it was the cut, and I did level out, but now for some reason, and only in the morning I have terrible symptoms of anxiety and heart-pounding around 7 am every day. It eventually passes. Don't know what this is or why this is happening all of a sudden. Ugh.
My question is - what will I feel when I start making this crossover? Will I have any symptoms? Weird thoughts? Nausea or diarrhea? I am super sensitive to ALL drugs, so I am afraid to make this change even though I know it is either this or CT which I don't want to do!
This all began in 2020 with a trip to the ER with a panic attack; doc gave me SIX Ativan and sent me home. I spread them out, so even then I was getting inter-dose withdrawals and had to go to a GP to get more. Been tapering ever since.
So ONE WEEK of Ativan has led me to 18 total months of tapering, in total!