Hey [...] and [...],
Thanks for the reply.
I feel that my worst days are the days were my sleep is terrible.
When I have my most difficult day, I usually have a better night sleep because I am so exhausted.
Last night, my sleep was not so bad. Today has not been too bad.
I feel as I cut the Valium I am going back to the days when all my problems started. I feel the 30mg of Remeron is not working anymore.
As I decrease the Valium, I feel the Remeron more and it's increasing my anxiety.
I worry that the more I will reduce the Valium the less stable I will get.
My plan is to cut on Friday by 1mg my night time dose.
Right now: 40mg = 9mg in the AM, 7mg in AFT and 24mg in the evening.
My doctor wants me to try to add another medication.
I have resisted so far but I have not felt well for over 6 months.
I fear that I might feel bad enough where I will be tempted to add another drug to try to get better.
Anyway, I am not sure all my thoughts are clear, but I find my plan as I had envisioned it is not working.
Thanks for the support.
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