[Gu...] Posted February 14, 2022 Author Share Posted February 14, 2022 Trendym3, Since that one day of stillness last week my days have been one day better with the shaking and one day worse, with crying added. Isn't this crazy?! We are at the exact same stage time wise (10 months 2 weeks). My symptoms keep morphing. The shaking is different, but a lot of the mental stuff is still the same. I thought it all came as a package, haha. Guess not. Torture. How are you doing otherwise, besides the shaking? Final Healing, I still have agoraphobia, phone fear, etc. Just fear fear fear. And even "improvement" doesn't feel so good. Ugh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted February 15, 2022 Share Posted February 15, 2022 Guardian Angel, I'm trying the "fake it until you make it" mindset. I have to attend classes all day long and be still on my seat. Yesterday I had an awful nightmare followed by paranoia😞 At this point I don't know what it is that is mine and what not. I'm also starting to incorporate affirmations, otherwise I feel like there's no positivity in me. What bothers me more is the fact that people assume you're completely okay since they can't see any physical proof of it. Also sometimes I'm too harsh on myself and I get frustrated that the torture is still going on. Next month is my birthday and the memories of last year being the beginning of it all (i finished tappering by then) will always haunt me. 'Be present my friend and do the minimum to assure we can be our best versions once this is over' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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