Hi
Was hoping you would have got some reply’s as I’d be interested too ! You seem to have had bad reactions to AD’s same as me so that’s probably a no no !
I have anxiety and low mood , I did have issues pre benzo’s but nothing like this so I get your frustration, here’s what I do to try and manage it .
I have done two rounds of CBT , 22 sessions each time , it helps.
I meditate twice a day if I can , sometimes my head is just to busy but a guided meditation helps.
I go for a walk pretty much as soon as I wake up to try and stop the feeling of dread, most mornings I walk 6 miles , I listen to podcasts whilst I’m walking .
I have recently taken up sea swimming, well treading water really , it’s good for all round health and mental health.
I volunteer in a charity shop , back ache is a problem so I don’t do much so I’m looking for volunteer admin now , I have no confidence yet to apply for a paid job because some days I just couldn’t face it.
I keep a daily journal and write 3 things at the end that have been positive, sometimes it’s hard to think of anything 😂
I try my best to eat healthy food , recently started on green shots.
All in all I bet you have tried all of the above ( maybe not the sea swimming 😂)
I still have some physical symptoms but they are improving, mental stuff gets me down but I keep telling myself it will pass because it will .
Some people swear by some supplements for mood .
Sorry if this hasn’t helped but I just wanted to reply .
Take care and keep your eye on the prize , things will get better.
PO