Chemical anxiety out of nowhere

It felt like I’d been getting better for a few days then bam!…after lunch I got cold tingling sensation all over my torso, tight chest, dizziness, shortness of breath, that has left me wiped out.

I’m 6 weeks after my last dose and everyday (even the good ones) feel like a week.

It really does get better, right?

I had a window today, after one cigarette to much and intensive gametweaking, in a few seconds bam, gone  was the window, replaced with a very nasty doom feeling without a joy again...

I think where so messed up from these drugs, it takes a very long time to become stable again.

I had a window today, after one cigarette to much and intensive gametweaking, in a few seconds bam, gone  was the window, replaced with a very nasty doom feeling without a joy again...

 

I think where so messed up from these drugs, it takes a very long time to become stable again.

Ugh, that sucks. So ready to move on from this…