Pharmacist and Valium

Hi, I talkEd to a pharmacist today who is actually a natural pharmacist but also worked as a regular pharmacy for for years.  She suggested to go back on with the diazepam after she heard my story. She said that there’s no reason why it wouldn’t work and if it gives me my quality of life back and to be on it for years so be it. Just quality of life that I’m having right now isnt making sense and we talked for over an hour. She did  know a little bit about kindling and said that that is real and she understands that I probably have been kindled but that may be even more reason just to go on it and stay on it.

I told her about the boards and she could appreciate that but she also said suffering is not the way to go. I know there’s so much back-and-forth on this but I’m at my wits end. I have to get back to work and get some normalcy back.

Thoughts?