Burning eyes, chest, etc.

Just had a few off days.  Get 4 hrs of sleep and then just wake up exhausted with burning chest.  Eyes burn like hell and sapped of all energy.  14 months off now and feel terrible.  I dont see this getting much better,  I'm convinced too many brain and cns cells are gone at this point to ever feel better.  My short term memory is trash and don't even realize when my wife is talking to me sometimes.  I try so hard each day but feel so miserable compared to the me a year and half ago.  This devil medicine is the worst shit on the planet.  I might as well have drank battery acid and rolled the dice for survival.  Only to think a Dr. gave it to me... insane.