U know whats annoying relationships

You know what's so annoying..going through this and relationships.  Im for the most part healed but its like even after we heal everything is so traumatic.  I can't explain the feeling of traumatized I feel after having gone through this experience.  Even after we heel we find ourselves questioning our own sanity and day to day perspective.  I know there is some level maybe to the highest of degree of ptsd that associated with this.  I honestly can't believe I've been able to heel o the extent I've been able to with such a stressful relationship that I'm in.  I feel like he does so many messed up things but after having gone through this benzo experience I can't help but to keep blaming myself and its really messed up.  Anyone else?

Your bf is doing messed up things and you're blaming yourself?

There’s two different issues I see here, one is nobody will understand the level of trauma you have gone through, and two if you think that you can’t live with what he’s doing then leave, your not married, kids?

 

Don’t expect him to understand period! Make you decision accordingly. Godspeed.