Help

Does anybody have on and off feelings like for example?

 

I don’t love him and about an hour later I do love him

 

I miss them and later on I don’t miss anyone

 

I’m so excited and later on so scared

 

Like on and off throughout the day?

 

These are going through my head please help....

OHHHHH daily. About everything

 

Lets give some examples:

"I love love LOVE my job." "I hate my job I want to quit."

"I LOVE my husband" "I hate my husband!"

"I'm scared to drive!" "I want to drive every day, i love this"

"I dont want friends" "I wish I had friends"

 

I think it's heavily based on symptoms. Like when my symptoms are bad...I dont want to do anything. I hate everyone and I want to quit everything.

When I feel ok, I LOVE everything because I'm so so grateful and happy I feel ok. So i think the real me loves all of the above.

Moods fluctuate in benzo recovery.  Gaba receptors are everywhere in your body.  The damaged receptors are learning to re-fire. They affect serotonin.  Ups and down.  Moods. 

OHHHHH daily. About everything

 

Lets give some examples:

"I love love LOVE my job." "I hate my job I want to quit."

"I LOVE my husband" "I hate my husband!"

"I'm scared to drive!" "I want to drive every day, i love this"

"I dont want friends" "I wish I had friends"

 

I think it's heavily based on symptoms. Like when my symptoms are bad...I dont want to do anything. I hate everyone and I want to quit everything.

When I feel ok, I LOVE everything because I'm so so grateful and happy I feel ok. So i think the real me loves all of the above.

 

 

I don’t have many physical symptoms but it’s all so confusing and I just want to love again and feel normal I just hope this is WD.

 

 

Ugh oooommmgggggg do I suffer from this.  Love love hate hate cold cold warm yucky happy etc.

 

Like what the actual f as Meaganz would say LOL...that still

makes me laugh.

 

I’m 17 months off, hoping to see the end soon.

Does anybody have on and off feelings like for example?

 

I don’t love him and about an hour later I do love him

 

I miss them and later on I don’t miss anyone

 

I’m so excited and later on so scared

 

Like on and off throughout the day?

 

These are going through my head please help....

 

Hell yes!

 

So much of this - examples:

 

I want to sell my business - I want to build my business up & be huge & then sell it, oh & no don’t sell until a/d is over as it’s a good distraction

 

I love my apartment - I want to move from my apartment

 

I want to run away & travel with my lil dog & spend every moment with him & be stress free - I am too scared to trust that this would work out

 

I want to eat healthy - all o want is junk food, ice cream & fast food

 

It’s the ups & downs of withdrawal - you are doing well - especially if you don’t have many physical symptoms. Keep going - one foot in front of the other. Be kind to yourself. This will all pass & you will be healed & look back a& remember how strong, how brave & how courageous you are.