5 months off after 20 yrs

Soon I will be 5 mons off from my last dose of Klonopin after been on them for 20yrs. Daily 0.5 Mg twice a day as prescribed. Never knew I am addicted or I am taking something which is harmful always thought this is something I would need for rest of my life like some people take daily medicines for whatever health issues they have until last year my new Dr start telling me this is bad and you have to come off this Med as soon as possible. I tapered pretty fast as again I wan not aware off slow taper or CT. Overall I would say my last two months are bad compare to my tapering months and first couple mons. My symptoms are always more phycological then physical. I had Brian fog , dr/Dp , unreal type feelings, feel like crying, weird thoughts , heart palpitations, heart racing , head pressure, blurry vision anxiety, panic , fear etc

My main symptoms now are weird thoughts , unreal type feelings, fear, blurry vision, scare to go by myself (agoraphobia)..hope I can get back to normal Life

I was put on this medicine 20nyrs ago for just one panic attack