Help! Taper going well, but I'm out of valium and don't have a doctor.

Hi guys, I'm a former street user here. I was at one point taking 14mg Clonazepam. I experienced bad bowel symptoms among other things, so decided to quit. I know benzos pretty well. I thought Clonazepam would be easy to taper, but turns out it's not.

I got down to 2mg Clonazepam after heavy use for 3 months.

Then I acquired some valium and got to 1mg of Clonazepam / 5mg diazepam in the morning, and 5mg diazepam before bed (1.5mg Clonazepam equivalency I believe). Now, i ran out of valium. I have plenty of Clonazepam, but I'd prefer I think at this point to acquire more valium and phase out the Clonazepam. I have not had horrible withdrawals so far.

I'd like to address this with a physician, but I don't trust many, because once they hear street use, they declare you an addict and are unwilling to negotiate.  I'm fine tapering, but how do I go about finding someone who understands?

I'm in orange county NY if that matters.