Ativan up-dose issue

On December 23rd I went up to 0.5 from 0.375 and things got better then worse.

Then I took a rescue dose of 0.5 and had a paradoxical reaction to it. 

I have been holding and know I am now super sensitized but would a small cut actually be better?

Sorry, I can't follow your dosages: on the profile you have Dec 27 at 2.25mg Ativan and then in Jan. 2.0mg.

That's a fair amount of change. Now you're mentioning 0.375mg to 0.5mg. Not seeing that in the profile. Could you explain more please?