Isn't it awful how this process isn't linear? It seems like everything else in our lives follows a natural path from good to bad, or bad to good, but this process jumps all over the place leaving us confused and scared. I hated that I wouldn't know from one day, heck one minute to the next if I was going to feel worse, or more worse, it never seemed to get better.
What I know now though is that I was healing and I was getting better but my brain refused to allow me to know it. It was like my brain wanted to keep me thinking I was at my worst, each and every day, but I was actually improving.
All we know is what our brain is telling us, this is how we perceive the world around us, but during this process, we can't trust our brain, so we have to trust each other. You are healing, this is from someone who did a cold turkey of around 10 mgs a day of Klonopin and not only survived, but is now thriving and has been for many years.
Trust your buddies, we know what you're feeling but we also know that you'll get through this.