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It's been just over 6 years since  my taper ended and quite some time since I was last here.  I came back today after watching the Lisa Ling special.  Watching the show brought my memories back to the very long time when I felt imprisoned by benzos, both in taking and tapering.  What struck me as most interesting about that is the realization that I had mostly forgotten the experience.  I spent a good few years here, daily, just trying to survive.  Not only was I in significant distress, I was also incredibly angry and I honestly never  thought there would be a time that I wasn't constantly experiencing withdrawal. 

 

I've spent the last day assessing where I was then to where I am now.  I realized that I'm far better then I ever imagined that I would or could be.  I have moved on with my life and am able to experience joy and have the ability to relax.  Both of which I never expected to get to feel again.  There are enduring issues, mostly an intolerance to stress, which begins a cascade of symptoms, so I cannot claim that everything is back to what it was like prior to benzos. But I can tolerate far more stress than I could back then.  I do have to monitor my stress levels and set boundaries and  I'm not always successful, but even when things start to get tough if  i recognized what's going on I am able to calm things far more easily and quickly. 

 

I would have loved to come back and to say I was 100%. I may not be, but there is a huge difference from then to now.  To me it says a lot that it wasn't until I saw Lisa Lings show on benzo withdrawal did I realize it's been a very long time since I thought about my own withdrawal.   

 

When it's all said and done, my life really is good again.  So it does happen.  :smitten:

 

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Thank you for coming back and sharing your success story. I’m 56 months off and stress is a huge trigger for me as well. Hoping it improves as time passes.
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WiseWoman, it sounds like you are in a good place. I am so happy for how far you've come, and grateful for your post. I believe it will get better and better for you.

 

Wishing you wellness and a beautiful life.

 

Warmest thanks,

Wildflower

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WWW....so good to see you here again...I thought often about you.

 

Congratulations and thanks for coming back.....all the best.  :smitten:

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Wonderful to read this, WWWI.  I’m a bit ahead of you at 7+ years and believe you’ll still see improvement in stress tolerance for a few years more. Happy to see that you don’t think about your withdrawal and recovery anymore. Truly a sign you’ve moved on.

Challis  :smitten:

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Great News WWWI 

 

I am so happy, i have often thought of you. Thank you for coming back and posting, its wonderful to hear that you are getting on with your life.

 

Best wishes

 

Magrita :smitten:

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So encouraging, really pleased that you can get on with your life and hope things continue to improve. Thank you for coming back to share

 

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Dear WWWI,

  Lovely to read your words of healing! I've wondered how you are. It is a gift to read of your wellness WWWI. Thank you for returning to share this good news. 💛

 

With gratitude,

 

Carita

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