[Tr...] Posted September 8, 2019 Share Posted September 8, 2019 And slept overnight. She has asked so many times. And everyone says, "you have to be among people, then you feel better". I have tried to explain, that this means that dopamine is increased. And then we get bad. But I don't know if they understand. I was so scared. When I walked outside the door "I was on a boat". The light, and all the sounds, were so unpleasant. But at the same time, it was a relief to be somewhere else. And well dressed, unusual! Not ugly, comfortable clothes! But I didn't dare to drive, still shaking hands. Then I focused on the sofa. I thought "please be quiet!" And "no thanks, I don't want to eat" (about 10 times). I was still on a boat, and time went by so slowly. I slept 8 hours. But when I woke up ..... WTF! I couldn't move, so bad. "No thanks, I'm not hungry". I just wanted to go home to my beloved sofa and my "BF". Now I'm home. No miracles of being among other people - much worse. But I did it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [So...] Posted September 8, 2019 Share Posted September 8, 2019 Congratulations, thats a really important thing to be able to see friends again, you should be proud that you could do it, and even SLEEP too!!! That’s really great! 🎉 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Do...] Posted September 11, 2019 Share Posted September 11, 2019 Good going! Maybe next time do it on a smaller scale. Overnights are tough...But you did it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Tr...] Posted September 11, 2019 Author Share Posted September 11, 2019 Thanks Sonic and Dove! Today I'll do it again. But I have to do something else. Angry and annoyed. Could not sleep at night, had slept during the day. So something has to happen. I will try to stay positive! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Tr...] Posted September 11, 2019 Author Share Posted September 11, 2019 It was with mixed feelings that I went to a friend. But now I'm here, and I'm feeling really good. What a strange feeling! For "normal" people, this is not good. But for my part, I feel incredibly grateful. Although I know I'm bad when I'm back on my own sofa. Shaking hands, and some anxiety (and talking too fast). But I'm so happy! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Te...] Posted September 11, 2019 Share Posted September 11, 2019 Oh, well done, Translator!!! :thumbsup: :thumbsup: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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