I remember when.......

I remember when….

 

My body was my prison; tight, constricted and unable to move

My brain felt like a useless wet cloth meant for drying things

My heart became a fluttering trapped butterfly anytime a noise or interruption happened

My mouth poured saliva and I choked on it

My family circulated around me like I was a radioacitve bomb

My life seemed not worth living

 

One year later…….

I see and feel my muscles coming back and can do yoga!

I think clearly and notice everything with much more gratefulness

I feel real emotions and relish in knowing that there are good and bad days/moments

I am eating healthy food that revitalizes me

I feel more connected to my family than ever

I am still healing but living and VERY happy about it

 

Anyone on this journey can get there - please believe that!

 

Thank you for this. At a little over 5 months it feels there is no end in sight. I am so happy for your healing.

Thank you Leslie. 

 

It will be great when I can remember in the same way. 

 

Dee

I want to skiing at snowbird remember those days!

I remember when….

 

My body was my prison; tight, constricted and unable to move

My brain felt like a useless wet cloth meant for drying things

My heart became a fluttering trapped butterfly anytime a noise or interruption happened

My mouth poured saliva and I choked on it

My family circulated around me like I was a radioacitve bomb

My life seemed not worth living

 

One year later…….

I see and feel my muscles coming back and can do yoga!

I think clearly and notice everything with much more gratefulness

I feel real emotions and relish in knowing that there are good and bad days/moments

I am eating healthy food that revitalizes me

I feel more connected to my family than ever

I am still healing but living and VERY happy about it

 

Anyone on this journey can get there - please believe that!

 

Gives me hope. Especially that you are on Prozac. Which I also take.

Thanks Leslie! After reading your post, I got a sense of calm, and hope. That's exactly what I need.