going back

What should I expect when and if I go back on my benzo I wish I had someone to work with me I have no psychiatrist and the med nurse I see will not help with taper so I have to go back on them and see what happens I would love to find someone in my area to help but don't know anyone the last psychiatrist I saw didn't have a problem with giving me benzos but that was years ago can't even get into that place for an appointment they have very long waiting list I don't want to end up going to some program I wonder if I can find someone who gives a damn 

I can tell you from my experience that when i got back on klonopin after 6 months ct things was a little hard first then better then hell my body rejected klonopin completely two trips to the er and panic attacks i switched to diazepam and lucky me my body tolerate this drug very well i have no tolerance issues with it and it feels so much softer then klonopin going to wait a few months and start my taper diazepam saved my life litterly i feel  much better now after only 3 weeks on it reinstatement can backfire you shuld think carefully about reinstating

Good luck

kachina, please do not go back onto a benzo! My personal opinion is that would be the absolute worst thing you could do. You might gain some very temporary relief, but after that, things will just get much worse. In u7 years on BB I have seen this happen over and over. Someone feel defeated by benzo wd and reinstates, only to find they now feel even WORSE.

 

Please do NOT choose this route, as it will only backfire on you big time.

 

You have friends here on BB and I am one of them. Please do not do this, sweetheart. You are so worth saving. I know that you, like me, suffer still from childhood hurts. There is NO drug that can heal that stuff. Allowing drugs to rule your life is a huge error. We who have been abused as a child have to deal with this is a sane and careful sort of way. The hurts we endured are deep and severe.

No pill will ever make this feel better, only WE can, by facing it without drugs.

Love you, Kachina. I am on your side.

east (Annie)

Don't do it. You will regret it.

I agree don’t do it. I went from 2mg of clonazapam to .5 over the course of 18 months very mild symptoms worst being insomnia at the time then my nieces 7.5 month old baby died and I got very upset and updosed all the way back to 2mg for a period of 2 weeks only. Not wanting a longer taper i went from 2 mg to .25 in 53 days and jumped. It will be 6 months off on aug 16 and I burn like the worst sunburn in my life from head to toe can’t even wear jeans. Worst mistake in my life

I'm sorry It's to late I'm already back on them My Nieces test are worse she's in stage 3 kidney failure I' m not going to be a basket case at this time she needs to go to a specialist she has a beautiful 4 year old, Crystal my Niece has diabetes and psoriatic  arthritis  and is losing the site in one eye I've had a day and a half of Lorazepam My Aunt is in rehab This is my life I don't know how long I'll have don't be mad

Avatar the picture on the top is of my sister betty with her dog Charlie the bottom one is 3 of my sisters dogs all gone over the rainbow bridge Rocky Lady and Jasper

kachina, I am SO sorry. I know you did what you felt you had to do.

When you really ARE ready to get off benzos, let us know.

 

Something that I had to learn was that taking pills for anxiety was a huge error, because benzos actually CAUSE anxiety if you take them for more than maybe a couple months. I will never take a pill for anxiety or depression again.

 

I wish you only the best, kachina. Please stay in touch with us.

east

East tonight my Niece Crystal told me she has a lump in her breast I will go with her to her appointment for mammogram and ultra sound

Almost 2 weeks reinstated Still very scared and high anxiety My Aunt is Home her blood infection has not gone away yet. Friday I go with my niece Crystal for her mammogram and ultrasound Please Pray for us