[cr...] Posted June 13, 2019 Share Posted June 13, 2019 It's beautiful outside today but i cant enjoy it. My brians squeezing me. Im shaking. And I'm so dissociated, I barely know whats happening right now. Today would be a good day to lay out on the beach and watch the waves. I miss being whole. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Pe...] Posted June 13, 2019 Share Posted June 13, 2019 I know the feeling. I feel this most days :-/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[pr...] Posted June 13, 2019 Share Posted June 13, 2019 It's beautiful outside today but i cant enjoy it. My brians squeezing me. Im shaking. And I'm so dissociated, I barely know whats happening right now. Today would be a good day to lay out on the beach and watch the waves. I miss being whole. Are you able to at least go sit outside in the sun for a few minutes? I find that sunshine on my skin makes me feel better. PG Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[cr...] Posted June 13, 2019 Author Share Posted June 13, 2019 Yes. Im laying here. The warmth is good but I'm too detached to feel any happiness. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ma...] Posted June 13, 2019 Share Posted June 13, 2019 That's a horrible wd sxs to have Cres, but it is very common and people recover from it. There is no eta on when it will ease because everyone is so different. I hope it leaves you soon and you can feel good laying in the sun . Mary Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Wa...] Posted June 13, 2019 Share Posted June 13, 2019 I have felt this way, too, and sometimes will say to my kiddos as we are outside, "It seems like a really nice day out." I can feel the sun and the wind but I am not attached to it and I feel outside of it somehow. I will tell you that it has gotten a little better at times and I am feeling more present in the world than I was two months ago. I force myself to be outside every single day even though I don't actually feel like I'm there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Li...] Posted June 16, 2019 Share Posted June 16, 2019 Still struggle with this pretty badly at 25 months out, but I've had moments where it has ceased. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[de...] Posted June 17, 2019 Share Posted June 17, 2019 Tell Brian to quit squeezing you crescentlite. It's not nice. Seriously, crescent, I'm the same. I laugh, but I'm not really laughing. It's only a memory I have. Dissociation is awful crescent, and thank you for posting. I feel less alone. We'll have our day in the sun. Dee Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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