Med paranoia

I can’t be the only one who is terrified of medicine.

I way the pros and cons, research, the take it....

THEN PANIC. Research again like a major hypochondriac until I’m sick with anxiety....

And convince myself the worst will happen.

Oh also, I can take CHILD doses of things now and it goes into full effect.

Not sure if there’s a term for that.

But my body is so sensitive from withdrawal....that child Benadryl is too strong.