10 month update . Feeling 100 % most days but I did had 2 days with some chemical anxiety and still having a hard time falling asleep but once asleep [...] sleep as long as I want.I am still in Remeron 22.5 mg and I will continue until I am 6 months sx free. Overall I am amazed how good I feel compared to only 6 months ago. I hope this gives some of you some hope. I know when you are in the thick of it you feel like you will never get better. I did and so will you.
Eric