Know its supposed to get worse before it gets better....

Fighting to not updose like my doc wants me to.

But now the anxiety is back!!!

Just lying in bed and suddenly BAM!

And I'm up to run to the bathroom.

Wondering if maybe it's related to probiotics I took 2hours ago? But I took them yesterday and was fine....

God when am I going to stabilize!!!

I'm so sick of this I need to get back to work, God help me