13 months off Ativan CT

The 6th of December marked 13 months off Ativan and I feel like I'm in accute all over again! Tomorrow I go in for testing Mt cortisol and hormones 😥 I get cortisol surges all day I been like this for 2 months I'm convinced that I may have a tumor on my glands plz anyone heal or have the same thing? My legs are bruised my muscles hurt chest pains I feel like someone poured a bucket of stress into my body

Yeah believe it or not you’re still very early. Healing is certainly not linear and it’s nothing we can predict. I remember starting to feel alil bit better month 10-12 to only get thrown into depths at 13-15 and then new symptoms hitting at 16. Just keep battling, it’s the only thing we can do.

You're doing well. Ativan is a nasty drug, and the CTs are awful.

 

You got this.