1year off Ativan

Here I am one year off the devils drug! (Ativan)

I wish I could be more positive but unfortunately I’m not feeling like that! 😢

I don’t know if the epidural set me back some

I also just had my wisdom tooth pulled yesterday too because it had decay on it so I don’t know if the lidocaine set me back also..

I’m still sensitive to foods! Msg more so! I still don’t drink caffeine try and not to eat sugar foods

I’m still having lots of chest pain this is my worst symptom!

My calf hurts on my left leg

My head still gets burning sensations

And my anxiety is still at its pin point!

I can say that I’m better then I was a year ago!

I still gottta get up attend to all 7 of my kids 3 being babies! Mind u a newborn!

I’m 27 living like a 50 year old I have no energy I’m always tired always in pain!

 

Sorry I’m not here to scare no one I’m hoping someone can relate or may e give me hope!

We’re all here for the same thing 😭

 

 

I am so sorry. I can't even imagine how you are taking care of all those kids while enduring WD/recovery. Huge Congratulations on making it to one year. I am two years off and things are so much easier. Hope it continues to improve for you. Please be kind to yourself