What is happening

I was on a small dose daily for 24 years. Lived a,good life.

6 months ago this taper started little by little the things i liked to do. The person i felt i was seems to be so long ago i have forgotten how to be her.

I dont want to do anything i did. Its like it was all fake.

Or not real.

I feel depressed. But more like my life was just stolen by this taper. I hate this feeling.

Is this the DePersonalization thing?

Some hateful trick it does. As it leaves your gaba screwed up?

I dont even watch tv now.the house i have lived in 40+years doesnt even feel the same?

Anyone know what this is?