It's all part of the drill. I too wanted to hire a lawyer and sue the DR that did this to me... heck I fantasized about much worse. It doesn't solve anything as it is just a lot of wasted energy. If we do anything we need to go after the Pharma companies who made this stuff. Ideally there should be a center where people like us can take several months to heal without worrying about paying for it or being surrounded by street drug users.
I got angry at myself, my friends, my family, my doctors, and basically anyone in my sight. It's all part of the drill and it seems to exacerbate the anger and mood swings. I don't think there is a member on here that hasn't experienced what you are feeling. We want revenge right? Well the best revenge you can give a doctor is to show them that you don't need these meds to survive.
I was put on Seroquel for a little while too before tapering. It made me very very suicidal, so I stopped taking it. It took me about a month to get those idealaztions out of my head.
Come to think of it... most of us have some medication that we want to put blame on other than benzos that appeared to make our withdrawal / healing worse. I thought Gabapentin made me much worse, and maybe it did.. but I am exactly where I need to be now. Heck I was ready to file a law suit against the detox place that forced me to take the stuff during the end of my taper. I was convinced it spiked my withdrawal- and maybe it did and maybe it didn't.
The cog fog and headaches are normal Mikey... Very normal. Do you remember your muscles twitching and going crazy in your neck? Of course we are going to have headaches. The pressure in the brain was horrible too and it does pass Mikey.. I promise. The cog fog gets better every week and you will get your memory back Mikey. Promise! Hang in there okay.