waking up and feeling like its another year

Problem is I wake up thinking it's a very specific year. 2011.

I just went to the doctors bawling my eyes out about all my intrusive memories and time traveling symptoms. Waking up and thinking it's another year etc. She said it's my anxiety and I need to go back on diazepam.

Tokay is the first day that I would just like to die.

I don't know what's real anymore.