Addicted to Ativan... looking for similar stories to help me.

I found this forum when reaching Benzo withdraws threads.  My anxiety is worse when I feel like someone doesn’t understand or is able to be with me.  I hate that loneliness.

I have been on Ativan for 3 years now and yesterday after not having them for 3 days I went into intense withdrawals.  I had to go to the emergency room.  I felt like I was dying.  I was so scared that I didn’t think I could wait for my doc appointment on Friday.  I was taking 1mg a day and substituted with Xanax 1mg in between not having them.

I have struggled with Benzos since 16 after realizing I had intense anxiety issues.

My present dose since the ER is 3mg.  When I go to the doctor tomorrow I will be on 1mg again.

I’m so tired of taking them but they are literally the only thing that has ever helped.

Hello Alb8888!

We are very glad that you found us! I am sorry you are having issues with Ativan. Many folks here are struggling with the same issues you describe. You are not alone. I would like to suggest that you do some research on the various boards & become well informed. By doing this it will enable you to have all the tools you need for a  successful taper &  recovery.

There are many well informed, kind, compassionate members here to support you. Ask questions. Our various boards are full of vast amounts of information to guide you through your journey. I have enclosed some links below that may help you in your search efforts. Please check them out.

Please take the time to tell us about your history:

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Wishing you a smooth successful taper & quick recovery!

Bella 

Links:

Professor Heather Ashtons Manual 

Ativan Tapering Thread  General Taper Plans    Withdrawal Support (during your taper)  What's happening inside your brain

For those who are currently tapering, we suggest reducing at a rate of 5%-10% every 10-14 days