Flushing

Day 2 of my 12.5% cut.  Probably too much but so want it done.  I'll be taking it slower from hereonin.

My face is flushed and feel dreamlike.  Par for the course?  This so sucks.

My best to all.

Dee 

Hi Dee,

This is one of my most regular symptoms. It is miserable.

You are strong and kind. I hope the best of healing to you.

We are warriors!

Sum

Oh, claysummer thank you so much. 

I just want to cry. 

Dee x

Me too. I cried so much yesterday. I didn't know I was even capable.

My heart breaks for you. For all of us. I'm so grateful to know you.

We must make it.

Me too claysummer 

If it weren't for people like you I would be a raving lunatic thinking I had late onset schizophrenia or something.  I cry in a dream, it's crap. 

Thanks claysummer, your response means a lot. 

Dee x

Your kindness means a lot Dee.

I've noticed that I wake up with dry tears when I sleep now. I hope it's just part of the healing.

At least it means we're feeling again. I'll take it even through the pain...

:smitten:Sum

Discovered an online book called, "The Benzo Book," by Jack Hobson-Dupont.  It is currently out of print, but can find it at Amazon and others.  Here is the link you can use

to read it online for free:    http://www.thebenzobook.com/benzo/pdfs/the-benzo-book10.pdf

It is a wonderful read and explains things very well about what we are going through.  I asked several friends and family to read it so that they can understand me better.

Most don't realize the horrors that many of us go through and this really helps.  The chapters can be read individually as they cover different subjects.  Take your pick.