[tr...] Posted January 17, 2018 Share Posted January 17, 2018 Today I have removed snow from the car, and drove to town. Have been in five stores without being in a glass bubble or getting anxiety. Feeling completely normal, and no strange things at all. It was not a window because I have many symptoms left. But I'd probably given up, thought I did not do anything. But I had to deal with something important, and I managed it! It feels like a miracle! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ri...] Posted January 17, 2018 Share Posted January 17, 2018 Thats great news!! Hope it gets better and better for you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted January 17, 2018 Author Share Posted January 17, 2018 Thanks Rickatu! There is hope for all of us, even if you do not believe it. I thought I could never ever go out or drive a car. I was absolutely sure that I would stay indoors forever, so I thought about this morning. But I managed to be among people, I was not afraid. For 2 years, I have had all the symptoms, there was no rescue! But today I understood that it's not so, we're all going to heal. Even if it's setback, it's a day when we all can be among people, and drive a car without being afraid. It will take time before I get well, tomorrow will not be fun, but I did! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ri...] Posted January 17, 2018 Share Posted January 17, 2018 This is a major accomplishment! Giving hope to us all. So happy for you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ph...] Posted January 18, 2018 Share Posted January 18, 2018 Yay! Glad you were able to get up and about! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ch...] Posted January 18, 2018 Share Posted January 18, 2018 Good to hear! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Kr...] Posted January 18, 2018 Share Posted January 18, 2018 That's wonderful!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted January 19, 2018 Author Share Posted January 19, 2018 Today I stared on my sofa, have I been lying on it for 2 years? Feels pressure against the chest, and is very weak. But that's not strange. I don`t know what's happening, a window? Go to exercise carefully and se how it goes. The world outside the window feels no longer scary, I long for getting out. But healing is not linear, so you never know. I'll try to start messing up here at home. Somehow I've woken up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Se...] Posted January 19, 2018 Share Posted January 19, 2018 Congrats. I'm sure it will keep getting better and better as time goes on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted January 19, 2018 Author Share Posted January 19, 2018 Thank you Serenitee! The abstinence is so unreliable, you never know how it goes. Tomorrow, maybe it's laughing right in my face, "You did not think so well" ...... So just to enjoy every little second, and hope. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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