extreme agitation / confusion / intolerence to stress and stimulation

Hi everyone,

when there is too much solicitation or stimulation, i become more violent and agitated than i've ever been before. I don't recognize myself with this. i feel disconnected and over stressed all the time.... I mean i have lot of other symptoms but i just want to feel real again and not like a stressed zombie. I sleep bad, i hate socializing, my head is overreacting and burning, i feel disconnected... horrible.

Anybody have a similar history and is better with this ? i'm 7 months and its getting worse :/

This is one of the most difficult parts. You are recovering, however. Like extreme alcoholism, it is possible you will be angry or violent and lash out for no reason, even a year or more out. For me the worst benzo to cause this was most certainly xanax, so I believe this to be completely normal in your case.

Don't take too much in at once. Find a solitary activity you enjoy. Many may not agree but in your case, which is very similar to mine, the internet itself may become your enemy.