Klonopin to Xanax

Hello everyone. I have been experiencing lately one of the most terrible crysis of depression I ever had. It has been 3 years that I was diagnosed with Depression + chronic Anxiety, I'm 20 years old now. Recently my parents divorced in a very sad way, I just couldn't stop to pop klonopin, there were days that I would take 40mg's of Klonopin. Now I have changed to a lower dosage of Xanax,, and my depression is hitting me very hard. Nothing's worth, I don't even know why I'm writing this text, I think about suicide everyday but I know that I have a family that I should support! Drugs are just moment pleasures and don't add nothing to your life. I'm lost, can everyone tell if this feeling goes away?