How dumb of me...(sorry, a vent)

I am heading for a weekend training course of forest pedagogy, full of new people, fun icebreaker games, morning-circle games to warm up at 7 a.m., obligatory (you-have-to-stay-and-listen) good-night stories from the course leader, shared dormitories and maybe some surprise "treasure hunt" at night...

 

...all this in full-blown withdrawal from ativan. The course was very expensive and I did not cancel in time, how stupid of me! Such a nightmare. I see myself already having a real meltdown and/or being pissed off and rude to all these super friendly, jolly people, who LOVE to play silly games in the woods.

 

The only positive is, there will be a good cook, who makes delicious vegetarian meals and yummy desserts, so that will be my reward, if I pull through...

 

I know, there are many of you, who have much worse troubles...please, dont be offended by my minor problem, I am being sarcastic 

Go have a good time!

Thanks Badsocref, you are right - it would help to have a better attitude, I should try