41 Days benzo free. Not ready for success story yet!

Hi BB's

Its been 41 days off

Living life between waves n windows, tho windows are getting longer each day but still waves are here all the time.

Night sweating is started 3 days ago... this is horrible  . I never experienced this before in my life.

Gastritis is rising 

and some other symptoms which are not important at all as I am use to of them and they don't bother much.

Overall life is getting back to normal very slightly. Depression is still there and sometime I lose all hope suddenly. At that moment fear of death and intrusive thoughts take over my mind and bang....

Energy is the only great and biggest stuff I got from withdrawal till yet as I can do anything now, hell of work load, playing with my daughters, high sex drive I can do anything but traveling and going outside is still a big issue for me. Hope one day I will break my cocoon. Withdrawal is a very serious game I was totally under estimating the shit.

Well this is all about it yet...

It sounds like you're improving, and any improvement is a sign of future healing! 

It sounds like you're improving, and any improvement is a sign of future healing! 

Thanks Megan,

Yes Thank God I am improving

It sounds like you're improving, and any improvement is a sign of future healing! 

And you moved me... I am feeling sad being moved, That withdrawal taper board always felt like home 

So happy you're feeling better Nasir!!

So happy you're feeling better Nasir!!

Thanks Meems, Love your gifs... you are grinding em everywhere 

You've come a long way, my friend.

Yes Dear, Its a long long way. wish you best of luck too