Guest [su...] Posted September 24, 2016 Share Posted September 24, 2016 My mind Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ne...] Posted October 8, 2016 Share Posted October 8, 2016 I have the intestinal fortitude to handle benzo withdrawal after 15 years. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ho...] Posted October 8, 2016 Share Posted October 8, 2016 Grace Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Gi...] Posted October 9, 2016 Share Posted October 9, 2016 My daughter still loves me and counts on me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Cl...] Posted October 9, 2016 Share Posted October 9, 2016 No more Benzos! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[co...] Posted October 9, 2016 Share Posted October 9, 2016 Grateful for my wife, proud of my kids. P.S. Great answer H&F! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [su...] Posted December 3, 2016 Share Posted December 3, 2016 One word...Stronger!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[gi...] Posted December 3, 2016 Share Posted December 3, 2016 My twin sister who has been such a support through this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[of...] Posted December 3, 2016 Share Posted December 3, 2016 My mom Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ma...] Posted December 3, 2016 Share Posted December 3, 2016 my soul Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sh...] Posted December 3, 2016 Share Posted December 3, 2016 My honorable, kind, supportive husband who does anything and everything to contribute to my well-being under difficult circumstances. I am so grateful. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ma...] Posted December 3, 2016 Share Posted December 3, 2016 My honorable, kind, supportive husband who does anything and everything to contribute to my well-being under difficult circumstances. I am so grateful. yes thats a wonderful gift. but you must be worth it! hugs to both of you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sh...] Posted December 3, 2016 Share Posted December 3, 2016 My honorable, kind, supportive husband who does anything and everything to contribute to my well-being under difficult circumstances. I am so grateful. yes thats a wonderful gift. but you must be worth it! hugs to both of you Thank you Marrigold. I let him read both posts and now he's teary eyed and said "Yes you are definitely worth it!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ma...] Posted December 3, 2016 Share Posted December 3, 2016 My honorable, kind, supportive husband who does anything and everything to contribute to my well-being under difficult circumstances. I am so grateful. yes thats a wonderful gift. but you must be worth it! hugs to both of you Thank you Marrigold. I let him read both posts and now he's teary eyed and said "Yes you are definitely worth it!" oh my god, and now I am here with teary eyes. So happy that you both have find each other. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[sp...] Posted January 1, 2017 Share Posted January 1, 2017 That I am a determined mtherfcker. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [su...] Posted January 15, 2017 Share Posted January 15, 2017 That I am a determined mtherfcker. Me too!!So stubborn... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[MT...] Posted January 16, 2017 Share Posted January 16, 2017 That despite relentless insomnia and an inner (w)itch that's always saying "I can't go on" I press on (like all of you). This section of "If" by Rudyard Kipling often goes through my head, written for folks in benzo wd: "If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’ " Yep, Spring, we're determined mofos. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Su...] Posted January 16, 2017 Share Posted January 16, 2017 My granddaughter who beat cancer twice -- two different types -- now has her own son aged four years Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Tr...] Posted January 16, 2017 Share Posted January 16, 2017 My daughters, ages 11 and 12. I've become such a better father after getting off benzos. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[su...] Posted January 19, 2017 Share Posted January 19, 2017 Grateful for my loving family and relative good health, and proud of my son who has been a champion through this. Proud of myself for being "unbreakable" . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[sp...] Posted January 19, 2017 Share Posted January 19, 2017 That I am a determined mtherfcker. Me too!!So stubborn... Yes! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[MT...] Posted January 19, 2017 Share Posted January 19, 2017 This is my 4th day not thinking about wanting to die. I've been thinking it's OK, being alive, that there are even things about it I kinda like. This is a HUGE change for me. I don't typically think about suicide but the wishing has been an ongoing problem through all of this. Having this life makes dealing with all the rest more manageable. Halleluia! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Tr...] Posted January 19, 2017 Share Posted January 19, 2017 This is my 4th day not thinking about wanting to die. I've been thinking it's OK, being alive, that there are even things about it I kinda like. This is a HUGE change for me. I don't typically think about suicide but the wishing has been an ongoing problem through all of this. Having this life makes dealing with all the rest more manageable. Halleluia! This is great news MTfan! Hopefully you can remember this when things get rough and know that you can find windows of hope. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[pe...] Posted January 19, 2017 Share Posted January 19, 2017 Courage, to face another day Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[su...] Posted February 4, 2017 Share Posted February 4, 2017 I am unbelievably grateful that I slept 6 hours last night and didn't have any night sweats. I have no idea why or how this happened, but I will not take it for granted and give thanks and praise for this gift. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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