Anxgirl is benzo-free

Well I've finally made it!  What a long haul to get off of the Klonobeast.  Friday, 10-16-09, was my last dose (I was away so couldn't tell anyone till now).  I feel wretched now and know this can be very normal for as long as it takes.  I need a lot of encouragement as I did through my taper, but what a great thing to not have to set an alarm 3 times a day to take that awful poison!

 

Thanks to all of you who so diligently stood by me through my taper.  I need you all more than ever now!

 

Jan

Jan- congratulations on reaching your goal...you are benzo free.....you did it :yippee:

 

Just Breathe

CONGRATULATIONS JAN!!

 

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OK - I feel too horrible to really celebrate now, but I DO love getting that gold star!  Thanks Theresa.

Congratulations Anxgirl! 

I hope each day brings more healing now that your off the Klonocide! 

You have no where to go but UP now:)

Best wishes!

XXXXX

 

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Well done!!

 

love lynn xx 

Thanks Shelley.  Thanks Lynn.  That means so much...   

 

You all are such 

 

Jan

:yippee:   YAYYYYYYY YOU DID IT JAN!!    :yippee:

 

Now for some real healing!          I'm so happy you made it!! 

 

 

 

:yippee: Hi Jan, congratulations!  I hope you begin to feel better soon! 

  So happy for you !!!   

 

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I am sure I will have lots of questions in the days to come.  I do have a lot re: the thoughts that come across my mind and the feelings I have throughout this process and now that I'm off.  I have to start writing them down.

 

Hope everyone has a good night.  I'm exhausted due to such little sleep and working through this.  GRRRRR.....

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My hat is off to you.  No matter what happens you are so much better off now that you are free of the benzo monkey.  Stay with us a while and let us know how you are doing.

 

John

 

Yipeee Jan!  I'm so happy for you!  10/16/09 was my last day on benzos too...we're twins.  I know what you mean about not having to set your alarm clock to take the poison.  I was dosing 4 times a day with diluted Xanax drug water.  We're free now and can really begin to heal.

 

xoxo

Lyd

Jan, this is wonderful news, yay!!! 

I'm so glad I can share this with all of you.  Wish I could share that I felt even a bit better but that's not the case.  I know what to expect - it's been what I've gone through my entire taper - but it STILL makes it difficult and has me thinking there's something else horribly wrong with me.  If only the thoughts would not be there.... If only.