Hi Green. " healthy benzo free [...]"....here we come. ...
...Green, I am hoping a few people who are out further than we are will find this thread and come on and let us know how they are doing and how they managed any months post 18.
... How are you doing today? ....I am doing much better than yesterday, but as [...] says, " better, but not better enough"
Yesterday I had some tough benzo flu...today just low and slow with a moderate head he and eye muscle pain....Mental is so much better so [...]....[...] with sx...seems to be the top note for me in month 22......
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[...], I'm with you. Yesterday was stunningly challenging. (But still better than pre-18!) I'd say mostly physical, but at some point I think I had mild DR. And I check myself by how much I want to get lost in my ancestry tree. Slept 9 hours last night. Fell off by 3:30 a.m. which is major. So even the broken sleep is getting better. Today is a good day. made it to the recycling center, got rid of bags of electronics. and feeling better now. and I haven't before this for awhile, my bad days were terrible, really. Like Jenny, I was thinking, my God, it feels like I'm getting worse. but today is much better.
what keeps me going is knowing somebody else had it, had it as far out as I am, and got better. and knowing I'm not alone, that we're all in this together. And then I can slam the door on the little fear gremlins and keep on keeping on, one foot in front of the other. this is hard enough without being terrified.
As I said, a little better today. Off to see Iphigenia.
To [...] and [...]: Love me, love my couch!
