who has useed oxcarbazepine (Trileptal) rapid withdrawal

Just started on oxcarbazepine. Am in tolerance to Klonopin taper and have not had a real night of sleep for 3 years. Severe depression, no appetite, force myself to eat and extreme fatigue.

Suicidal ideation, just cant go on like this anymore.  Have failed 2 c/t attempts and was in much better shape physically and mentally at that time. This is literally killing me. I am 63,male, and was in great shape 4 yrs ago. Have to get off, and hoping the oxcarbazine will help. I know its a rapid taper but have heard good things about this drug. currently on 1.5 klonopin and just cant seem to get lower