The depression is crushing

My depression is devastating.  Seems to come in waves that are almost worse than earlier months.  Just see no relief and I fear the meds are making my symptoms worse.  I just need this to lift some so I can get through this.

 

Very scared and feel hopeless.

 

 

My depression is devastating.  Seems to come in waves that are almost worse than earlier months.  Just see no relief and I fear the meds are making my symptoms worse.  I just need this to lift some so I can get through this.

 

Very scared and feel hopeless.

Hi Satch

 

I can empathise with that hopeless feeling when coming off pills.

It will get better, it's early days for you, considering your history from your sig line.

I cold turkeyed off valium and reinstated but it was too late for the resinstatement work, but the benzo related depression did go, even though I was totally convinced I had it for life.

I'm feeling I too.  Yesterday it was crushing, today a little better but I'm having trouble with anything that's sad, intrusive thoughts, crushing haunting memories and realizations.  Probably a lot of what I'm thinking is not rational so I just try not to take it to seriously because I know, I've been through it before.  Withdrawls do come in waves.  It will get better.

 

I am also experiencing a terrible depression, I have been fighting depression for many years but this is like 10 folds in intensity. I'm thinking that I lost everything and there is no way out, all negative thoughts +  I am taking 50mg of Seroquel for insomnia that I thing is making me feel worst, zombie like feeling. It is very overwhelming, I hope it goes away soon as everybody is saying. I can manage mild depression.

THe Seroquel is also making me indifferent to everything in the world.  I really just wish God would take me in my sleep so I don't have to suffer with this agony anymore.  I am ready to give up since I see no end to this suffering.  It's been five months and I am getting no better.

 

I hate this crap.  Can't go on with no end in sight.

Satch, I understand your suffering b/c depression is my worst w/d sxs, and I just can't see the end of it, but I have had very good days recently and I have felt very good. Today I had to force myself out of the house to meet a friend of mine, and I was thinking that  there is no point in meeting people with this depression, can't enjoy, but happened that I met my friend we had sex and I even laughed, she got surprise as she haven't seen me smiling for very long time me neither. I suggest you to go out of your house and meet someone. This depression is induced by the w/d and it will go at any point of time. Hang in there my friend, if you want to talk we can do it on skype. Just pm me.

 

 

Just pm you.