i am down to .125mg klonopin and the same at night (i will update my signature soon). i am so sick of this. i am getting ready to make the cold turkey jump. i know everyone says there is no rush. well, for me there is. i am sick and tired of being sick and tired all the time. month after month of fatigue, headaches, nausea, random pains with no justification, did i mention headaches?, the heart palpitations, all of it. i am so done and over this. this may not be the smartest decision, but i just want to start to heal. i know there will be a week or two of hell if i quit all at once but at this point, i don't care. i just want to feel normal!!!!!! i'm tired of being the freak waiting for 7 to roll around every 12 hours so i can take my dose, having to be a slave to it. i'd like to be able to go to dinner with my husband or go on an outing with my kids without worrying about being late for that dose. i want to have a glass of wine or cocktail after work without my nervous system going nuts. i don't want to go to the doctor anymore just to ask for refills. don't want to have to average a pill into monthly expenses. i just want to be free of this. i don't know what else to do and sick of all of it. i don't have any patience left.
i just had to rant and didn't know where else to do it