Relapsed. Here we go again.

No appetite, no energy, no motivation, irritable, rude, tired, afraid of my own shadow. I had my life back for a little while only to trade back and be here. It’s been about 5 weeks every other day that I’ve been on, currently wondering what I signed up for this time. I feel ashamed that I was stupid enough to think I could handle clonazepam again.

Don't beat yourself up, a lot of us have been there. Just do your best

I feel this so hard right now...I was doing so well..had tapered off ativan and feeling pretty darn good. Then fell off the wagon and thofuht I could take "rescue" doses ...and now I'm back stuck on it again...and having all the bad withdrawal symptoms again...hate myself for even thinking I'd be ok to touch it again...bad anxiety, headache everyday, head buzzing, stomach clenching...ugh so frustrated 😔back to tapering off....wanna curl up in a ball and for this to be over but I have to young kids to look after and I'm single parenting it right now....its awful....best of luck! We got this!