When will the sun shine?

In my life, I've never felt so sad on Thanksgiving day.

This has always been my most favorite holiday.  This year, my wonderful family will be here.  My husband is cooking and my children are excited.

How I long to be able to share in their joy.  I'm trying so hard to focus on the positive.  My mind is on autopilot and going from one negative thought to another.  I'm usually so skilled at catching my thoughts.  My mind is darting to unpleasant intrusive thoughts.  I know it is w/d.  I wish these symptoms would just go away.

Hanging in there on Thanksgiving day.

Sorry you are experiencing this. I'm feeling much the same.

Haven't truly enjoyed a holiday, birthday or other celebration in over 2 years now.

Hoping to enjoy something again someday. Should taste pretty sweet.

You  guys

Will get better ,  this is my 28 months and finally  can  at last work little with animals .

Past two years I was not able do anything .

WILL BE BETTER , BUT TAKE VERY LONG TIME .

Next year  you will enjoy all holidays  trust me .

Love Erika