I also recognize the frustration but still love my family tremendously. I just don't understand how they didn't realize I wasn't myself, how they didn't see it, how they didn't help me look things up. It's such a scary and severe thing to go through that you just blame everything and everyone including yourself but the only ones really responsible are the doctors casually prescribing this and the regulators not having proper informed consent procedures in place for drugs affecting the CNS.
